August 20th, 2020

Hey, Matt! I quite enjoyed the anonymity of our discussions, I often imagine conversations I have with people I don't 'know' on a virtual plane where we're both just blobs sending out text bubbles to each other. This is analogous to chatting on IMVU when your internet is shitty and all you see is glitchy blobs.

In hindsight, those glitchy days on the internet have a sort of spiritual element to it - how you and I could just 'be' and have a chat, without all the bells and whistles, i.e. human body parts and physical environments

Nonetheless I'm glad to know your name! It doesn't mean that I don't want to know more about you

I've had a trying few days and luckily today I landed on some literature that helped me understand why my approach to life is so 'hopeless', i.e. I'm not hopeless to a point of inaction and exile, but rather I don't have enough 'fuel' in my life to fire me towards better things

I'm sure I'll be in a better headspace soon, I'm very excited to read your piece! ♥

I'll get back to you shortly on it

I’m sorry you’ve been having trouble I’ve certainly been there. Some days we get our asses kicked and it’s hard to remember that apathy breeds more evils than defeat. So, you know. Keep fighting.

If you want to talk or not I’ll listen. Either way take the time you need and be kind to yourself. I’ll be here