“when I was in clown school there was an exercise we did where one of the partners would put out a finger and then you would connect the fingers and one of the partners would agree to close their eyes and be led around in a room full of other clowns just by the fingertip of the clown that had their eyes open and there was such a magical intimacy in trusting each other that way whether you were leading somebody or you were the follower there was such a surrender and such a giving up of other sensory input you you had to focus so much on that one little point of connection and I think that that relates to the way that the Zoom call creates constraints that can actually hack into the maseeh rather than hinder it I think that that's a really exciting way to look at it"